Hi everyone
*sigh* don't know where to start... you know my last journal? and the blood-test thing?
yeah, my doctor tried to call me (but my phone was off) so he called mum, and then she called me on my other phone.
So I answer and she sais that it's something wrong with my blood (I don't know what it's called in English, and I can't find it- anyways, we'll call it my blood-value. You're supposed to have around 100-120, 80 is, well, not good... and I had 60...) and that I need to go to the casualties, 'cause I need blood...
So, mum picked me up at dads and we went to the hospital. To make a long story short, they gave me blood under the night and I had to do two more blood-tests-so my river is now an ocean. They said I could go home today since my blood-value's higher now- and that I should come back next week and take some more tests (Since they need to know why and where my blood goes or something and if it's, er- "a leak" in my body somewhere). But then they changed their minds (no time, I think, next week), so no they told me I could be at home during the day, and sleep at the hospital, and the same thing tomorrow... and then on monday- they're going to lead a camera down my throat, to see if there's somehing wrong there...
Man I hate this!
I feel pretty good physicaly, but mentaly I'm very stressed, sad, depressed and so on. I
really hate taking tests and that sort of things! I've kinda been avoding going to the doctor-I know, stupid me, but I'm scared they'll say something's wrong-I mean hey, they did. and, gwmeh.
I don't want to do this! I cry like a baby everytime they say something and I really don't want to be at the hospital alone-I know I'm not alone alone- but yeah, you get it.
It sucks, and I'd gladly take 1000 injections, if they let me go home.
Anyways, I know I'm a crybaby- but I don't care
Hope you're having a muuuuch better weekend then mine.

With love,-
Hmnia
(I did not write this to make you feel sorry for me or something- I just thought you might want to know whats happening and why I might not answer on comments/replys and notes.)
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They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Hey, how are you girl?
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They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
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- kat (Rui Catlin)
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I'm from Sweden yo (;
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I'm from Sweden yo (;
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To make a friend U gotta be a friend
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I'm from Sweden yo (;
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